Everything Breaks
Thursday, August 5th, 2010My air conditioner is broke again. But I guess when you buy a 15 year old house with a 15 year old air conditioner you can bet on it breaking soon (same with the roof).
My grand dad is refusing to take some of his meds and quiting “cold turkey” on this one can be very dangerous. So please keep him in your prayers.
Also Nyssa’s grand mother needs prayer. They found a bone growing out of her jaw and at first they thought it might be because of one of her meds but they just found another one and are thinking that it could be bone cancer. So please keep Nyssa’s grand mother and our family in your prayers.
So in 1 week I will be turning 30 (Nyssa has a birthday in 2 days but she’s way younger then I am). Everyone talks about it being a “big one” and about getting older. Maybe we all wish we could be cursed with vampire super sexiness forever. I take it as I’m one year closer to being with Jesus. I’m one year closer to being done with the cursed would. I’m tired of everything breaking and I know that as I get older my body will start to break more and more. I think this is what Paul was getting at in Romans 8:18-25 (and his life was much harder than my life). Or as the old African-American Spiritual says “You can have all of this world, but give me Jesus”
And you know, Jesus was broken once. The curse that Romans talks about the curse that I deserve, was placed upon Him. He did nothing wrong and deserved nothing but honor and praise from the Father, but because of His love for us He took upon Himself our curse. He was broken for us. But His glory is greater then our sin and the grave could not keep Him. And so even now when this world is breaking (and everything will break), Jesus will never be broken again. His life, his joy, his peace is unending.
So yes, you can have all this world, you can have all this brokenness, but give me Jesus.
